Tuesday, February 18, 2014

'καταχρηστική Μητέρα' by Ravyn LaRue


I don't feel like I
Can live under the same roof
As her anymore

But I have to since
I have no where else to go
Or money either

So I stay here now
I wish I did not have to
But it's all I have

Someday I'll leave this
And I will rejoice loudly
And others will hear

And they will ask me
"She was so kind, why'd you leave?"
And other things, too

And I will be quiet
Since she was nice to all them
Since she can be nice

And they'll think I'm wrong
And disbelieve my accounts
Since she is so loved

And I'll be alone
But at least I'll be free though
I'll be penniless

I never said I
Want them to believe me but
It sure would be nice

She even makes me
Doubt myself lots daily still
Since I'm just crazy

My emotions are
What she says makes me feel bad
And not her at all

But it's gotten bad
To the point where I almost
Miss Chicago now

And that's terrible
Only abuse can make you
Miss other abuse

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