I feel like I'm living to unintentionally piss off beloveds
I see them and I know I did something wrong
though I cannot reconcile what that something must be
but I feel like a burden
I feel like there's no way I'm worth their love
since lately I don't even feel worthy of my own
but I have to press on since that's what must be done
but I feel myself writhing around in awful
balking at everything while my heart tries to stop me
but right now I'm just pretending and coasting
since I cannot dig deep enough
to find the goodness
which is likely why I push away the ones I love the most
I see them and I know I did something wrong
though I cannot reconcile what that something must be
but I feel like a burden
I feel like there's no way I'm worth their love
since lately I don't even feel worthy of my own
but I have to press on since that's what must be done
but I feel myself writhing around in awful
balking at everything while my heart tries to stop me
but right now I'm just pretending and coasting
since I cannot dig deep enough
to find the goodness
which is likely why I push away the ones I love the most
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