Thursday, October 10, 2013

'Bitter Ex-Catholic' by Ravyn LaRue


I've been having these nightmares-
Worse & Worse & Worse each time it's repeated-
It proves to me that evil does exist, and it lingers in that school-
I have these dreams-
Where I am assaulted-
And I haven't got it in me to spit "Mea Culpas" over someone else's cruelty-
So I never speak of the dream-
But when I was put down for surgery-
And began "crying over nothing"
I think this might be the nothing that my brain tried blocking out-
Why else, then, since the surgery, would I be dreaming this-
Over & Over & Over & Over & Over & Over & Over & Over &Over & Over & Over & Over & Over-
Worse & Worse each and every time.
It really would explain everything if it were true-
And if it is-
My desire to burn the school to the ground, along with the cursed church will not only be justified-
It will be Saintly.

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